Cool Cool here i am updating this thing again. Well, yeah schools going fine, still hanging out with the same crowd and makin more. Im lovin school right now surprisingly haha. Myspace has completely taken over me instead of this thing. If you want to check out my myspace click on this - www.myspace.com/hawaiianbtch4 That will take you right to it. Anyways  Im in oswego right now hanging out with my friends and i was randomly looking at a few peoples xangas so i decided to update mine.

I got to get going tho in a little bit because i am here in oswego for them lol, anyways i asked this guy from my work to homecoming and he said yes. He goes to Wabonsie and i go to Central so hes comin to mine on October 22. So, i should start gettin ready for that, but other than that things are lookin okay.

My sister Olivia went to college almost a month ago and Jasminn dropped out of her Junior year at Western and now shes living at her boyfriends, i dont know whats goin on with her but now i know what its like to be an only child. Its pretty interesting, i get to go out and do a lot more shit. I miss liv lots tho, but im going down there this weekend to party it up with her.

Alright im out, go to my myspace guys and make one for your own!!! They ARE better than this thing haha.

<3 Chelsea

Haha could i have waited any longer to update this thing!? Things have been going fine lately, im making a lot more friends and doing a lot more shit with them also. Every night i've been out and its been nice to get out of my house.

Tomorrow is a huge party that im going to and Emilys coming with me, im pretty excited about that. So, yeah school starts on wednsday unless the teachers stay on strike or something, i really could care less if they do or not, cause we will just have to make up the days at the end of the year, and thats not something id be excited about doing. I get to get my license next summer in the beginning, so that will be nice.

Work and everything has been fine so all that shit is good! The last few days ive been swimming and going to water parks so ive been getting really darker. Im loving it.

Anyways im going to get going! Leave comments if you like, but it seems like all people moved from a xanga to myspace.... like me lol.

<3 Chelsea

Wow its been quite awhile since i talked on here. I'm in wisconsin with Robin right now at her house and im having so much fun. I got here sunday and im leaving monday and its only thursdsay and it already feels like its been a long ass time. Lots of stuff has been going on here and there are also so many nice people up here like other teenagers that are around our age or around 20 or something and we all hang out. Im about to go to a bar called Rockford with all of these people like we have been doing. Then im sure later on we will be going to this guy named Jarets house like we do everytime. Its been fun up here and i just dont want to leave, but i do! Cause i have school...

Which is something i definetly dont want to start. Im gonna be a sophmore!!!! Its going to be lots of fun. Anyways people leave comments and tell me how ur summers been goin!

Love you all!

xoxo

Chelsea!

Yeah tonight was definetly a good night. Robin is here back in town for just the weekend and i came to her aunts new house today around like... idk 2. Then we just hung around and played around with her cousin and that shit and then we went to her neighbors house and looked around. it reminded us both of the real world house, it was so modern and colorful. Like every wall was a different color.

Then later on tonight Keith Duffy picked us up and we went and drove around for a bit and then we met up with Tom Peters and Justin Rogers and we all chilled around toms house and shit like that. Then good things happened on the way home and once i got dropped off at home with Keith. If your smart then you'll figure it out.

Now we are here at her aunts house and i am spending the night, its 11:20 at night and im typing on my xanga. Im on the lap top and robins on the computer. We are hungry but there is nothing to eat so we will just be anerexic tonight. lol. No, we will prolly find something later on to eat. Her brother rented Seed Of Chucky for us so we are going to watch that in a bit and hopefully i dont jump out of my seat too much.

Emily is still grounded and we are soo sad cause we wish she could hang out with us because we love her and we MISS HER. So, Emily if you are reading this we miss you and love you and we would call ur house but we are scared that ur mom or dad is going to yell at us. So, call us whenever you get a chance. For all of you that dont know why shes grounded, keep your head in ur ass cause ur not finding out.

Things are going good right now i guess, better than a few nights ago, or i should just say compared to the last entry that i made. Sorry to scare you all but i am fine now. Love you all!!!

<3 Chels

Last night was a pretty bad night. I mean it all started out good but then ended out like... shit. I am out with friends going ot watch fireworks but then things get messed up and the groups loses eachother and just shit happens. Then i had to leave early because my step dad was being stupid and then i get home and take a shower. Once im out of the shower everyone is in a huge fight and then i get into it and all this shit happens that i dont even want to think about and i even regret somethings about last night too. Anyways, something good is my grandma and papa are here in town. They came here from Hawaii and surprised my family. They are staying with my Aunt, which is the house i am at right now spending the night. So, yeah its really sweet that i get to spend some time with them since i havent seen them for like.. almost 2 years. They said that i look different. But its sad to see my papa because hes sick and he doesnt remember anything and hes just a wreck. I Love him so much and i am going to miss him a lot. Anyways, the other night i slept over at my neighbor Marthas boyfriends house. He has 5 kids. Three boys and two girls. All of them are around my age. The whole night was soo much fun i just wish i could do it all over again. I got to ride on a dirt bike for the first time ever and it was lots of fun. I met this neighbor brandon whos 17 and he was soo sweet. I got his information and stuff. Marthas boyfriend lives like a half an hour away so its going to be hard for me to get back there to sleepover again but all the kids want me to again so i am in the process of doing that. But its hard to find a date when i have summer school, work, doctors, all that shit. My mom is having another surgery on her back tomorrow at 1... her 4th surgery in 2 years. I just wish she could get out of pain and be herself again... im sick of her not being able to go out and have fun because her back hurts her. It scares me sometimes, and it even makes me sad when i go out with friends at night and leave her alone. I think about losing people a lot lately. I dont know why but lately i have been thinking about what it would be like if i lost a certain person like my sister, my other sister, my mom, step dad, or someone.. its pretty sad. Something that really surprised me the other night was when my sister Jasminn called my real dad in Hawaii on his cell phone. This made me mad because one she was calling him just because, two because she made it seem like no big deal to her, and three she had his number in her cell phone when i dont even know it. All three of those things led me to be mad at my mom. Why cant i have his number? I guess cause i freak out like this when i think about it. But hey.. if you havent talked to your dad since you were two and then all of a sudden you find out your sister is calling him.. its freaky. Anyways when she called him he didnt pick up and she put it on speaker phone and i got to hear his answering machine... it was... idk. Strange...i mean that voice is my dad. Anyways you all probably doing even care about this shit that i am talking about so i am going to just shut up. i love you all! Have a great night!

Chelsea